what a weekend.

i've been stuck at home for the past few days cuz i'm down with flu. good and bad. good: i got a realisation. bad: i missed church. anyway regarding that something good, i realised i've stopped doing something which i was guilty of. perhaps the distance helps... like really stopped for good. but even when there's proximity and opportunity, i don't do it. in fact, i don't even have the intention to, not even the slightest bit. can't believe i'm not gonna stay in hall anymore, i'm really upset but oh well, i have to do what i have to do. so, i shall have no regrets, no complaints, but i do have a lot of longing still. aiyah screw it, it's where a lot of bad things happened too. okay, work resumes tmr.