you know...
sometimes trying is really not good enough...
there's only so much i could ask,
and, only so much i could guess...
although it's been less than a week,
it feels kinda scary and lost...
thank God for the distractions around,
so that i won't drown in this uncertainty, this uneasiness.
why can't you see i'm feeling this way..?
i'm not over-reacting,
because i know how this works too well.
but i guess..it's fine, i'll withdraw and
hold this up for another week or two.