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Am I supposed to be all the time understanding and least demanding?
Today is just not the day.
I don't even know what's wrong.
I got chided and that really left me puzzled.
I thought maybe I deserved it, maybe I was really kicking a fuss.
But no, I was just being me earlier on.
You should know me, know how I am.
Still, I explained and waited..for hours.
And for nothing in the end,
no response no nothing.
I feel like a total idiot.
I'm sorry.
Yes, I really am sorry.
There's no sarcasm intended if you wonder.
(cuz for all that I've said above, it's odd to say sorry but I freaking am)
I'm sorry for being imperfect.
And I'm sorry again because,
this imperfect me, will never be perfect.
No I'm sorry, I should say...
this imperfect me, can never be perfect.
I really really detest to be walked out on, without a word.
Thought we passed that stage?
Let's face it, apparently not.
I am such an idiot.