Nov 20, 2008

this is catastrophic

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I don't what's wrong, I don't know why I am so unmotivated. I think I've been too caught up with my brochure, I got too carried away. I just spent my time slowly today settling my brochure and website submission. Then I had dinner and I started watching 'Dexter' from six plus until now. It's 816pm now and I haven't started studying for my two papers next week! Oh dear, this is bad. I know I shouldn't even be here typing this entry. Haha. And damn, I'm..working tmr. For three hours only but it's at Raffles Place so plus travelling time, I'll probably waste five hours or more tmr. I don't like sociology.........................just suddenly, or maybe just for a while.

Anyway, 'Dexter' is quite an unorthox drama. It's about serial killing and the main character is a sociopath. They use profanities a lot, more than 'Entourage', with an addition of salacious small talks. It's so unlike any other mainstream drama serial. It really shows the dark side of human beings - as in taking lives - in a psychotic manner; there's a lot of blood (the main character is a blood splatter expert). Well, as compelling as it might sound, I quite enjoy it and yet at the same time getting myself freaked out quite a little as I watch. Not because I'm quirk, but because it reminds me how imperfect we humans are and how ugly this world can get. The gruesome graphics certainly give me the creeps but really, the messed-up human minds and behaviours are the real buggers, it's disturbing... Note: I said how ugly the world can get, not that it doesn't have its beautiful side. I never like blood but somehow I like war shows, basically thriller over romance. I'm not a..woman who chooses 'Definitely Maybe' over 'Saving Private Ryan'. But of course, there are exceptions, and 'Pearl Habor' is one, a brilliant blend I say. Watching 'Dexter' is really quite a reminder of reality and that we are such blessed and protected people in Singapore. Haha you might be wondering why the heck I'm blabbering so much on shows, it's not abrupt, it's a long-lost interest. I used to love films and serials.

But, but, but. I am really satisfied with my brochure!!! :D I sent a copy to HFH Singapore, I hope they'll like it! They actually got me to send them the flier I previously did for the same module and would be considering using it! I must say I'm pretty excited about it! (:

Okay, I should stop steering away from the right direction. Moving to books now, RIGHT NOW!

Study hard friends! (: And break a leg!