balance

Man, don't you just feel so relaxed seeing this picture?
Alright, just a fleeting gratification, it is...

Balancing. Darn I thought I could manage it but apparently not...
I'm talking about everything else but studies.
Yes, disturbingly studies has always been deserted by me. Yeah, damn.

Oh friends reserve your flak on my studies, please? Perhaps just not now.
Maybe I thought wrong all these while...
I thought balance is strictly 50 - 50
Spencer was right, he said it doesn't have to be 100 - 0; to be of full intensity all the time.
I should have known. So much for always saying:
It's the little things that count.
Seriously, it's like my silly attempt at fishing.
Thinking an oversized bait will catch a fish as big as whale and then I can clock out for some time.
Like what people like to say now: One times big one.
When it's like impasse...
Little did I realise that little baits will actually catch me more fish in time to come...
I surprised myself, not because I didn't know.
It's because I know and yet I've been doing otherwise...
Knowing it is not enough, don't let it be a passing thought.
Gotta conceive it and then materialize it.
Make it work.

This time I hope.